| Photography |
[Oct. 19th, 2004|09:53 am] |
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Fuck i gotta do some fuckin photgraphy....Lame. Why do i try to please...I cant make her laugh or even smile for a second these days. I fail. |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2004|12:06 pm] |
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Snap, its 5th period and im just chillin... But where should i go, Western, USC, or Wazzu. Someone help me decide cause im freakin out |
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[Sep. 19th, 2004|11:27 pm] |
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Jealousy fills inside me and all i can think about is Harming somethign, ANYTHING. Can a person be so mad? I have never felt this before. I am split into two personalities, which one of us wrote this? |
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| ??? |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|03:47 pm] |
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Have you stepped out of the picture and realized everything was in focus besides yourself? |
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[Sep. 11th, 2004|12:06 pm] |
My image consist of a paper doll With a rip across my vest A small crevice on my sweater collar Some Small holes run though my shirt Dots of red rain from me to the earth In time all will bleed gray
Chorus Excuse, me for my awkward nature Pardon, Have we met today? How, can I apologize? I’ll kill, To preserve the beauty of a dying rose
The buisnessmen have yet to disagree For the witness is falling fast asleep And the stench of burning paper still lingers where I stood... ...Social Choas is sure to strike us now Since fables of murder stir about With this, Silver lines our wounds
Bridge
Chorus *2
Close line: Time will bleed gray in all |
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| Shibbity SwaaaH |
[Sep. 11th, 2004|11:43 am] |
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So since i never wrote about summer ill go over a lil of what happened... I started off the summer with chillin with JESSICA. that was cool but then we each went on a bunch of trips and we didnt see eachother for a while. I went to Malibu with all my friends while she was away. But at Malibu i saw alot of people change for the better. It is a lifechanging experiance...and seriously killer. Extremely fun the entire time, and i ate this thing called a frankentstien, 10 scoops of ice cream in one sitting. Only 2 other people did it by themselves, i thought it was an accomplishment. And i never got the chance to write about Hawaii (the coolest trip i had over the summer) So i got there and it was the c00lest place in the world. Warm, Sunny, Nice people but there were no teenagers. Everyday i had meet someone and then BAM they were gone to go off to wherever each of them were from the next day. But then i meet these girls Chelsea and Heather...apperantly heather lives right next to my aunt in ventura. Chelsea and her little brother stayed until i did and i saw them at the airport, it was cool. It was a very fun trip that i wont forget. I saw a fucking turtle right in front of my face. thats InSane by the way. Mine, Chelseas and Heathers family all went to a luau and that was so crazy, the firedance by far wrapped up the package. And I dropped my fone in the water...how cool was that.
And then i got home, and i saw jessica. A great reward and transition gift because commin home was nice, but hard. I mean, its hawaii, Come oWn. But me and Jessica spent our one year together on august 30th. I wanted to make it memorable so we started off the night by giving her some flowers and then taking her to the space needle for dinner. It was amazing, and the dinner wasnt half bad either. After dinner i took us down to pier 55 on the water and she was wondering what we were doing and then a big carriage with a mammoth horse comes into view and i said Happy Anniversery and she got happy. So after all of this we went to my house and hung out for a lil bit before she had to go home. I thought it wasnt half bad. she gave me this shadow box for the anniversery it is SO cool. and then For my birthday her, james, jana and becca took me to dave mathews at the gorge. IT WAS AMAZING. anyone who sees dave knows exactly what im talking about. It gives you that butterfly feeling, and having the person i love the most next to me intensified it mucho. Hehe and then on my birthday i went to the fair with her family, we got those crazy lil photos in those stall things, our pictures are the bomb.com. that night i had Kevin, Levi, Wayne, James, Bill, Jessica, Amanda, and some other people i forget come over and we all hung out and i got some gifts. yeA! Anywho summer was nice but way to fast. Agreed? |
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| Stress |
[Sep. 10th, 2004|12:31 pm] |
I havnt written in this in forever, but i should probably start up again... School is killer...i seem to be in a world of hell. IB exams commin up, college apps, SAT and to keep up with it all im supposed to make my senior year a year that i wont forget, and not for the school work...For the overall "good time" its supposed to be remembered by. My band, friends, lyrics, and girlfriend are the things keeping me sane. The year hasnt even gotten terribly tough yet either. I fear the future, The one i love the most may slip away from the weapons of sosciety, i doubt it but there is always a possiblity she will realize she can have the best. I cleary am not the best...I gave up alot for my education for the long term benefit. When i hit college i know i wont be in as much hell as everyone else. But i question if im letting my youth slip by. Currently i am in a library lost, in a labyrinth which i can not find the answer to. These riddles make one realize they must never stop to ponder meanings and reasonings behind troubles. The mind is a very powerful object and when given time, thoughts build up and questions begin to fly through ones mind.
The new senses fail came out...Im happy |
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| Its been awhile |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|06:25 am] |
| [ | My mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Postal Service | ] |
I havnt wrote in here in a while, life is goin good. But like everyone else im still goin through being a teenager and i despise it. Only bad thing that happened lately was not making this group thing called the Naked Viks. Fuckin blows. People said i should of made it but its one big fucking group of friends who just pick each other when choosing who will be the successors after the current group leaves (keep in mind only seniors can be in this group) I dont know, its pretty gay. Not even the people that deserved it made it, excluding trevor and sam, they are good. Anyway no one knows what the fuck im talking about so im just gonna head out. Thank god for my friends and girlfriend, dont know what i would do without them.
Don't Hesistate to be Real
Life is interesting. Trust few and live to the fullest. Believe. |
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| holy cow |
[May. 19th, 2004|06:22 am] |
show went well....but we are getting a new bassiest because ours is way to flakey and we cant seem to find one that will fit. and we just got signed. Its a small label but its a tite one, the person owns 2 studios and she knows a lot of people in the industry. Im stoaked for the signing, It happens today. Gotta go though...Time for school.
Life is good, i got a amazing girlfriend, good grades, great friends, and a fuckin tite band. I am a lucky guy to have all of that |
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| Parents |
[May. 15th, 2004|01:06 pm] |
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Yea so my parents just interegated me and asked me if i smoked or drank because i had a convo with a friend on AIM and they said...What you doin tonight...so i said getting drunk and high!....and the convo ended. But i say that as a joke because thats his kinda humor he has so i just kinda talked to him like that, i wasnt actually drinking or smoking that night. But i ended up having a huge discussion with my parents because they saw it, and i told them ive had a lil to drink here and there and they were fine with it. But for anyone who reads this, dont let your parents see a convo with some humor in it that they wont believe if you told them it is your way of humorous talking with them. I didnt even try because they wouldnt of believed me, so i told them the other reason why i talk to him like that. Because he is hangin out with too many druggies...and i say those things as jokes just to keep in contact with them. Alot of people do that that i talk to...Do you? |
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| Sketchy |
[May. 10th, 2004|06:17 am] |
| [ | My mood |
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| [ | Music |
| | Underoath and some crazy Techno | ] | Yea so the show that is commin up in a few days is nearing...and we just started using a new song and im a lil hesitant about actually using a new song and playin it in a few days...Hmmm Im goin to play my friend Michaels game Things i Like In My Life: My girlfriend My band My penis coffee my friends blue raseberry jollyranchers Good music
Things i Dislike: My family at times School Certian Dicks at School Teenage drama The Po Po Cancer
Play his game its fun |
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| Do you Hate? |
[Apr. 29th, 2004|11:04 pm] |
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Whoever reads this at all, just post a comment to the question of would you/ have you ever hurt yourself in some way or form. Just put your name as annom. if you want, i just recently heard of alot of people who hurt themselves and such and i wonder how many people accutally fuck themselves like that. all of the people i asked said they regret it. |
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| Damn Good Day |
[Apr. 29th, 2004|08:43 am] |
| [ | My mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Senses Fail - Bite to Break Skin | ] | Yesterday was one of the best days ive had in a while... School wasa joke, i love it. after school i gotta hang out with jessica, I love that girl so much. She makes me so god damn happy i feel retarded every time i get off the fone with her because i have the smile you would see on a six year old school girl. And after that me and my good friend matt got a Peavy 900 amp and a stage monitor for our band and i started singin and shit and our music sounds so fuckin good. We have the hook ups with people in the "buisness" now all we have to do is get some more experiance and then hopefully things will go our way. Anywho... Peace out nigs i gotta go to school |
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| Teen Drama |
[Apr. 28th, 2004|09:05 am] |
Alright, now im not one to complain about the small shit that happens that everyone gets pissed off about. But when an ignorant asshole tries to fuck my friends over i get a lil angery... Now I have made this journal pretty private by not telling any of my friends and such but some people still read this so i will keep names out of it.
Bah never mind im tolazy to type, plus i probably shouldnt....... Ill just ask a question to anyone who reads this?
Are you a jealous person? How far does something go before you would step in to do something about it? |
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| School? |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|08:43 am] |
Haha, shit i gotta read this book called the stranger, its pretty good but i am just about checked out of school and i have 2 months left. I don't know how im gonna make it out, but me and my spanish teacher got in this bigass fight about WASL testing or the ITED or something, and i would just like to say Mrs Harris may be the most faggitish teacher in the world, im sorry if anyone was offended by those words, but fuck you, its my journal. Anyway, My friend elliot is starting to clean up, he was doin some stuff but no0w he wants to find his way back to the clean path. I'm glad, and it was at a good time because he was gonna be base in our band, but Matt and him have termoil or something. So we went with this other kid named josh, he is damn good and he is a good singer too. So im kinda worried about my position in the band. Meh, i just dont wanna get kicked out thats all. I've loved music for awhile and this has been my dream, i just gotta get over the stage fright thing. Hmm well, also to mention, a rep from madonnas label company is going to be there to watch us at our next show.
And if anyone is a person who just browses these things to see if there is something interesting, ill just copy paste the only good sentense in there.
'Hmm well, also to mention, a rep from madonnas label company is going to be there to watch us at our next show' |
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| I love |
[Apr. 25th, 2004|12:11 am] |
I love our inside jokes. I love our kisses. I love our ability to get through anything. I love how there is minimal drama. I love your smile. I love your beauty. I love your persona. I love us. I love how we can jump from appriciative to giggidy in a second. I love how you confort me. I love how i can confort you. I love how your trust. I love how i am stronger, from you. I love.
Thank you, and anyone can say im emo or whatever, i dont care. I am a lucky man to have such a special person.
............................ to anyone who reads this... Have you ever been in love?
If so and your not now, is that the reason why you look at what i just wrote and think, "man, this guy has no penis"?.
.......................... I am lucky, and i charish that.... |
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| Lyrics... |
[Apr. 19th, 2004|10:49 pm] |
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| | awake | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Mix- some dave mathews and Matchbook Romance | ] | man im sorry micheal because you gave me the code to this account and in a way it has wasted away...and im not sure if anyone checks this anymore. but from now on i will post lyrics, or small thoughts, leave a comment and tell me what you think. haha my sister just farted i think... |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 23rd, 2004|01:30 pm] |
| [ | My mood |
| | recumbent | ] |
| [ | Music |
| | Bleeding invite - Sibilant | ] | ok so i was walking down the hall and i heard a gangsta gangsta say HEY DEM BE MY BONES...so i shut up and ran to my home. I ran a long way till i cried....the end (by kevin)
shiiet |
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| jessicas b day! |
[Feb. 12th, 2004|06:28 am] |
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it was jessicas b day today. but she got sick so i got sad...:(...its really gay i want to change my journal style but my computer is a fucker and cant open links for somereason and it cant open jana scripts so therefore i cant update my journal. IT suxxors. so the band is up and goin again...and midget is back in. Hes a phat kid but i dont get it because he will always have snowboarding so i hope things dont get messed up with that. so jess leaves for a week and i dont want to have her leave because ill miss her alot, so it SUCKS. on a good note when she gets back we get to spend that day together so thats cool. Senses fail is commin up this saterday, its gonna be FaT! and then the next few days after that im just gonna snowbaord hardcore and try to make some money by workin. K i gotta head out school is about to start. Late |
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